(via iloveemmawatson)
you know what I hate? when I try to talk about a situation or issue with someone and they just keep trying to top my situation with things that are worse in their life. if you are my friend and I am going to you for help, please don’t take that moment to try and make me feel better for myself by feeling bad for you. “if it makes you feel better” situations are not comfortable or necessary; I am not looking for someone to top me on bad situations. you feel worse than me? good for you, when you want to come to me for advice or help, I’ll be there. until then, I would appreciate reciprocation in the form of comfort, at the very least.
if that made any sense to anyone, I applaud them. I can’t find the proper words and I am so exhausted. /rant. /vent.
Crossville, Tennessee - Minister’s Tree House
A minister, apparently, was “spoken to” and decided to build this 5-story tree house/church, which is quite a thing to behold. It’s totally open; Everything is made from scrap wood, so the corners are not precise, and there are some off-kilter stairs and weird angles throughout.
There’s a multi-story chapel with a stained glass window, a bell tower, and the view from the tower is great - including a field with JESUS written in flora. Weird and free.
picture by Chuck Sutherland
My Baby
I think the internet is far from antisocial. It is just another form of socialising that some people havent got used to.
Scared
I think i just had one of the most terrifying thing happen to me.
My Migraine came, which comes once every few weeks. It was pretty bad. I have different types of Migraines, and this time i had one i get once a year. I had this one where i cant see out my left eye. Suddenly i felt super hot and i REALLY couldn’t see out of my left eye.
All of the sudden my left arm started tingling and i started crying. Normally that means you have a stroke, and i know exactly what was happenings and what goes wrong as i work for the Ambulance and do Biopsychology. The pain was getting worse , as if i was sitting on my hand.
Thank good it stopped but it might happen in the future. What if i was along and not at home? I’m scared.
empty
feeling pretty empty, like the whole exchange thing was a dream. I haven’t really gone out at night for like, a month. I used to literally go out 8 nights in a row, doing anything from triva to partying to shows, then have one night off then do it all again. I think i just crashed. I guess i was trying to compensate for not seeing my Exchange friends. I was trying to replaces them, or more, someone in particular. I just didnt want to go out, i knew how the nights would play out, always the same, never changing. So i also started hobbies. But yeh. Now i want to go out again.
Going to a BBQ with all these Europeans and i only know one girl there. If it gets to awkward i can always leave i suppose. Then afterwards i have to come back and get ready for a friends 20th, which OMG IS A HOUSE PARTY. Havent had one of them in Australia for like, years. But i know like everyone coming so not so cool. I always meet so many people at house parties, especially guys i like so i wish i knew someone who had parties all the time!
I had a dream in which i was Janes friend, you know, the one who looks after all those wild animals? I had a pet monkey. Then a angry Gorilla came charging at me and then a bunny took my hand and we ran away. But then someone threw the bunny over the fence and he went ”splat” but somehow reinflated when i talked to him! What does this mean??
Wtf was this post??? oh well.
