April 2010
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March 2010
2 posts
February 2010
7 posts
January 2010
2 posts
December 2009
3 posts
owlssayhooot:
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I’m loud. I’m obnoxious. I’m sarcastic. I’m cocky. I cry easily. I have a bad temper. For the most part, I don’t like people. I’m easy to get along with. I like to fight. I have more enemies than friends. ...
November 2009
5 posts
owlssayhooot:
you know what I hate? when I try to talk about a situation or issue with someone and they just keep trying to top my situation with things that are worse in their life. if you are my friend and I am going to you for help, please don’t take that moment to try and make me feel better for myself by feeling bad for you. “if it makes you feel better” situations are not comfortable or...
October 2009
8 posts
I think the internet is far from antisocial. It is just another form of socialising that some people havent got used to.
Scared
I think i just had one of the most terrifying thing happen to me. My Migraine came, which comes once every few weeks. It was pretty bad. I have different types of Migraines, and this time i had one i get once a year. I had this one where i cant see out my left eye. Suddenly i felt super hot and i REALLY couldn’t see out of my left eye. All of the sudden my left arm started tingling and i...
empty
feeling pretty empty, like the whole exchange thing was a dream. I haven’t really gone out at night for like, a month. I used to literally go out 8 nights in a row, doing anything from triva to partying to shows, then have one night off then do it all again. I think i just crashed. I guess i was trying to compensate for not seeing my Exchange friends. I was trying to replaces them, or more,...
I’m listening to a gorgeous song called Love is so Real- by The White Birch. You might not like it though, but I love it. That sort of has a poetic loveliness to it doesn’t it? You can’t judge the song. It’s the kind of song you listen to when standing in the rain on a green hill, after a funeral, having an epiphany about the fragileness of humanity and how nobody understands. And you’re wearing...
September 2009
5 posts
Just bloggin' on mai blog!
I know that it’s easy to say some people are shallow, while others are deep. Yet it seems to be true. Ok, obviously when you first meet an individual they arent going to be all revealing of their feelings, but at least you know they have some…they just arent comfortable sharing them yet. Then there are others who just don’t ever seem to think deeply. They just don’t. It...
giving up or something.
so im sitting here crying. I feel so pressured and so lonely. I know my worries are nothing, both compared to other people and in the long run in my own life. But i cant do it anymore. I have so much university stuff i should have done this past week, i should have organised sailing, i should be on top of my life and constantly planning, i should book some more driving lessons, i should stop...
the pressure of being the right age.
If i don’t think too hard about my exchange experience, i don’t feel too bad. It’s pretty simple right? Alas, sometimes i look back on the already dwindling memories and i cave in. I decide to relive a particularly amazing memory, and my heart bleeds for my exchange experience.
Then i think to myself, Becky, you weren’t always happy there. In fact, rather more than a...
Happy Chappy
Today, ladies and gentlemen, I am incredibly happy. Not only this, but it is also incredibly explainable.
As you may have read, alot of…well i guess logistical things in my life have needed their lose ends to be tied up, alas i haven’t had much luck starting this thrilling process. However today, luck! Yes, thats correct, i finally booked my P’s test. It’s for November the...
home sweet home
Hey,
Im at home. Sitting in my living room. Watching Farmer Wants a Wife with my parents. haha. I’m glad i’m not 30 yet :S sounds so lonely.
Speaking of lonely…i feel lonely alot. I mean, im so busy its ridiculous…i guess that helps. But those moments when something funny happens, or you see a particular happy couple…im not going to lie it hurts sometimes.
The...
August 2009
4 posts
sailing
Yah! Im going sailing this weekend; 1.15pm on Saturday!!! Im super excited, and also relieved that my parents are paying since i could never do it if they werent so generous. I hope i never get angry at my parents for petty things since they have given so bloody much to me in the way of time/love/other cliche things :)
This past friday i went to Bondi. Now sydney is huge, so i dont really have...
grumble grumble
I got a letter from my American friend last night. it got me thinking. He is so happy with his life, so content, so many choices for relationships and has got back for a bit with his first serious girlfriend. I just feel so anxious about all of that. I put myself out there, but i guess im so picky. I know i shouldnt settle for just anyone, but at the same time, i need to…well..not judge...
the beginning
Where to start? God that sounds melodramatic. I guess the reason i’m here. I need to clear out my head of the stresses i have. They are all little techinical things but they worry me to no end. My parents say don’t worry but they dont have to solve my problems. At least they listen sometimes.
Im worried about what superannuation company to go with.
Im worried about getting my Ps.
Im...
