the beginning

Where to start? God that sounds melodramatic. I guess the reason i’m here. I need to clear out my head of the stresses i have. They are all little techinical things but they worry me to no end. My parents say don’t worry but they dont have to solve my problems. At least they listen sometimes.

Im worried about what superannuation company to go with.

Im worried about getting my Ps.

Im worried about getting the jobs i want.

I need to call/email the forensic psychologist about work experience.

I need to sort out my transcript problems with the dean and send her the email about what happened.

I need to apply for the honors course in psychology.

Ok so those are the most pressing academic/relating to my future/house keeping worries. Everytime one gets ticked off that ugly list i feel on top of the moon.  Onto some other problems, these are the ones i have with myself.

I want to start sailing ASAP.

I want to get out there and meet even more people (i went on exchange and loved it and now, well, im pretty down. I loved my friends there. Meeting cool people in my country is harder then a thought it would be).

I want to strengthen bonds with my friends, namely:

J.O, M.S, J.S, J.Z, E, W.L, C.H, J.C, K., S.M., C.L, L.M, N.R.. to name a few. YOU CAN DO IT!

I’m not sure if i just want a credit or if i want to really work my ass off and get a HD in my subjects. Working my ass off can be pretty tough, and definitely is the best way to wake up and realise the past 6 months of my life have gone… well, ill see. If i can stop procastinating so much then maybe in one subject ill aim for a HD… and the others ill just get quite good. That way ill maintain my social life and  not be so miserable.

Fall in love :) This one makes me feel stimultaneously hopefully and miserable at the same time. Why do i never like the guys who like me? Why do i find out the guys i date are also seeing their ex girlfriends at the sametime. blah.i need a new type. i’m working on trying to forget the guys from my past, so i can move forward.

I want to be more whole. I know that must sound weird. I want hobbies(*cough* sailing anyone??), jobs (more resumes in please), volunteer work (st johns is good), an amazing social life with people asking me to things instead of the other way around (this is going well so far), an amazing wardrobe (come on becky, you can do it!), views on world events (doing african politics, done US politics, doing history of europe, get the electronic newspaper), get more into politics, or at least understand it more. I want people to meet me and every time they see me realise there is something else i do to fill up my life. Photography and a second language would be nice, too. but those two can wait.

I want to meet more people at uni.

Phew!  I reckon that’s it for now…it was nice to clear that out. I guess, ill update on friends and love, as thats ongoing…and i will try and tick off the first list as soon as i can!

So tomorrow night im going out with two friends, and her brother and his friends who are a new group, and on saturday im going out with a guy i met through my exchange who lives in my city, and we are going to this international event which should be so much fun!

ttyl,

Becky